Monday, November 23, 2009

Delhi - A Memory

Delhi
Hot, Crowded And Dirty

Thats how i described the capital to my mom on the phone.
I came to delhi on a fine warm June morning to begin a new chapter of my life - MBA

A sweet smelling albeit humid 7am morning, i saw the capital thru a haze.
Thru the haze of Connaught Place...
Thru the haze of The India Gate...
Thru the haze of The Rashtrapati Bhavan

I thought to myself that its only India TV that makes Delhi seem like a hideout of rapists, murderers and kidnappers.
For i saw the capital differently
It actually thrilled me.

Then Ber Sarai happened.
A paradox if there ever was one.
Ber Sarai is a small so called village right beside a place where all the middle class children are slogging and aspiring to be - IIT Delhi
Indian Institute of Technojargon Delhi

I must tell you if you that if you are from some place which is deep in the bowels of India, Delhi wont remain a strange place.
It will be a like a dismal mist that shades your senses and gnawing at your enthusiasm.

Ber Sarai is a place that was specially designed to accumulate filth, dirt and dust.
Every morning I wake up and look out of my window i can swear that the buildings move a few inches closer to mine.
Contributing to the narrow, winding gulleys of this "village".
Its as if they want to squeeze our sorry existence out of them.

SORRY is a word denoting regret or an apology. In Delhi SORRY is a Civilization Lost.
WARMTH denotes mild heat or sharing feelings. In Delhi WARMTH is what you get when you drink a hot tea or a piping cuppa coffee.

Here i'm tempted to quote my friend Prabhat, "Everything in Delhi is extreme" He said it.
I felt and experienced it.
The rain, the heat, the cold.
Thankfully i was forewarned about the cold at least.
Here the cold doesn't chill you.
It penetrates into your being.
I am not exaggerating. Delhi's winters are famous.

One word that comes into my mind as you move from place to place is Capitalism
Such extreme disparities in cultures, wealth and mindsets. Its like an ever expanding rubber band.
How i wish it would just snap back and render equality in Delhi.

I just stand on the road at 7pm and look in the distance.
Endless people in endless cars in endless directions.
All oblivious and honking away to get home.
Only to rush back and honk some more.

Delhi to me is like a movie on fast forward.
Where nobody wants a REWIND or even a PAUSE...

That is why i called it Delhi- A Memory...

15 comments:

  1. sagar....u r a good writer i have always believed in that and reading ur blog was sheer delight....and the topic on which u have written is the one extremely closer to my heart....though iam not sure after almost six months of delhi stay whether u like delhi or not.........as far as iam concerned i didnt like delhi on day one,i dnt like it even after six months...i doubt whether i will ever like it....infact its only after i faced delhi that i realised how much i loved my own city...how much i want to stay in my own city....there is one famous couplet written by poet zauq who said ......HUMNE MANA DAKKHIN(south) MEIN HAI BADE AISH-O-AARAM,KAUN JAAYE ZAUQ PAR DILLI KI GALIYA CHOD KE... delhi----a city so powerful that it can change anyone....salaam delhi..

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  2. beautiful post..loved it..my delhi is more of the delhi from haze..civil lines, Bikhaji via India gate and Rashtrapati Bhavan..you dont exactly get dirt and filth..but i love the old delhi..my part of delhi is far too sanitised..i love the aroma of chandni chowk..the fact that there is life everywhere..every lane has a story, a history..every name has a purpose..damn!! everything in those lanes has life..i wish i could say the same about the luyten's delhi..

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  3. and..haan..welcome to blogspot..

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  4. good start bey! and why no invitation to this place? well, maybe i was destined to crash onto your page.
    delhi eh!?! well i went all gaga over the place during my month long visit this summer. hot it was. charming, nevertheless. maybe because i was put up in one of the poshest areas of delhi, pandara road. but probably it felt more like the capital because of that. the primal representative of the country, it truly looked like, at least in and around pandara. and adding to this power and serenity of the place there was quality company of liquor and friends, quality football, khan chacha and of course 'delhi ki kudiyaan'. how are you doing by the way? been long.

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  5. i hope you've had khan chacha's chicken tikka and mutton rolls by now....

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  6. HI pai, mere bhai
    let me again say u hi
    now i will give my rai
    that its a great try
    which can force gr8est writer cry
    again and again do try
    because writting is a joy
    which i also loved to ploy
    but u are a gr8 writter
    nd there is nothing to twitter
    although its hazy in delhi
    but we do wear a sweater
    ur description are far more better
    nd beliv me i m not a gaster
    once again let me congratulate u
    on a good piece of creation
    which came out of ur imagination
    and held my resuccitation
    although i donno pronounciation
    but pls accept my appreciation
    good luck

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  7. m thankful to everyone who to0k time to read my blog...
    thank you so much guyz :)

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  8. and vaibhav i'm sure not just you but many outsiders in our class frm delhi wud identify with my post :)

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  9. hey dude yes long time no see @ saumya :)
    glad you liked it man asuuming you liked it in the first place.
    aah i sty in south delhi too matey...
    very posh but very hot...
    neways do keep checking out man...

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  10. "SORRY is a word denoting regret or an apology. In Delhi SORRY is a Civilization Lost.
    WARMTH denotes mild heat or sharing feelings. In Delhi WARMTH is what you get when you drink a hot tea or a piping cuppa coffee."
    these lines come from a person who has an eye in his soul...keep it alive, after a long time somebody reiterated my belief that honesty, belief and passion in what you are writing about makes even the most mundane topics extraordinary. This post really is great, hoping for more Delhisms...and needless to say, I identified with the post a lot myself

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  11. Hey there Sagarya. This is NiK from Mopilot. Your words reminds me of beat poetry! I've been to Delhi once, in late December. Temperature was around 5-6 degrees i reckon (I'm never going to forget the Dilli ki sardi). But i had a good time in Delhi and certainly had a great time reading your poetry. Cheers mate. Keep writing =).

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  13. YES, Its t rue about Delhi which i felt long back 11/10/98 & was unable to stay there for two days.

    But...


    I believes that we all can make a difference. We all have thousands of
    opportunities...
    every single day to help realize the "natural order of things."
    So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us
    with
    a choice: Do we pass along a little spark of love and humanity or do we
    pass up that opportunity to brighten the day of those with us the least
    able, and leave the world a little bit colder in the process?

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  14. heyy!!!:)...man u r such gr8 writter....d way u ve described DELHI...uff!!!...u almost scared mee.."the heat"..is d only word resonatin in ma mind now....i startd imagin n comparin dubai wid delhi!!!;)z it dat hottt??...btw....it was nic readin yo blog...do continue..lookin 4ward fr it!!!

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  15. take a break n come to b'lore!!!:)

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